Track Name: Devalued:Memories (Feat. Kedric of With Locusts and Liars)
Disregard the things I've said before about the two of us becoming successful. You go around being the snake that I truly hate. You're nothing but a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Such disgusting motivation fuels your filthy heart. All for the harlot who tore two friends apart. Don't come howling to me, no please don't start. Our chains of strength we once held so close have become, a mere blur of old memories. So take your "bride" to be and walk the walk of shame, you've lost the only family to your name. You don't belong here and you never will. You're a snake. You're so fake. She was never yours to take. You're just so fucking spineless. You've become spineless.
Track Name: Freely Caged
Let me pick up that paint brush and try to paint a golden picture of our world, with only gray paint to spare. Your old school mentality only allows black and white, but the spectrum of beauty and color that exist today are too much of a sight to neglect. And though you told me you see the red white and blue, you have only shown me the gray within you. It seems we are the land of the freely caged and the home of the Bravely afraid but I can't be the only one begging for change. Where did the goodhearted go? In a world filled with so much hate just because, they can't turn a blind eye to the difference of color? It seems you lack humility where it counts for others. And though you told me you see the red white and blue, you have only shown me the gray within you. I'm no different than you, we are all golden souls encased in differently shaped shells.
Track Name: Reminiscent:Memories
The sun shined bright and I held your hand tight knowing I'd never let go of this moment. Come years later I sit in your bed, eyes flooded with tears expecting you to return. The love you showed me is one that you can't compare, the type of love that could get through the most guarded, cold hearts. I refuse to let this love just fade away, even after that day, as you watch me up there from above. Please take me back a few more years the love still bright and strong, you told me "Chino, tu sabes como te adoro?" The answer stayed with me forever. I've grown older and wiser by the things you've showed me and done. Your love came in different forms. Your tough love made me the man you’ve raised me to be. Never losing sight of your memory. I’m looking back to look forward. I will continue to love despite all of this sorrow, my golden soul no longer hollow, because your love transforms me into the man you wanted to see.
If only you can witness what I will be. I look up at the sky and see a vivid image of the past, and I see the collection of memories I'm sure will last. I'm looking back to look forward as you forever stroll through my mind.
Track Name: Despair
I've grit my teeth down to my gums leaving my words obscure and unknown. The understatement to my understanding of what it means to be alone. Darkness fills my once bright soul, leaving my heart to fight its way out, but my hands are numb and my eyes are closed.
I don't see any light this time. I don't see the light.
Hopeless. Helpless. I've become worthless. This feeling has overcome my reasoning. Worthless.
I've grit my teeth down to my gums leaving my words obscure and unknown. The understatement to my understanding of what it means to be alone.
Darkness fills my once bright soul, leaving my heart to fight its way out, but my hands are numb and my eyes are closed.
The definition of hope has never raced through my head so much, leaving my mind senseless to my surroundings, encasing me in that very moment as though I felt that I died... Is this what death feels like... Maybe the darkness of my soul is the precursor to my calling. This isn't my time, yet it feels so right...
Who knew love so shallow could sink so deep?
When that sweep of your tongue brushed my distasteful heart.
Bitter... I'm left bitter... When I once was so sweet.
Why? I guess this feeling is a sign... That maybe it's my time...